Im back with bf =)
everything settled and im happy tt he promised mi he
will chance and tis is the last chance for him....
last friday,ard evening time ba ..
we msg .. and he told mi tt he lost his hp
and wallet in cab omg... so carelss
he even picked xiang si dou for mi,
wanted to put in a bottle fr mi de but its gone too =(
i saidsumthing to him sumthing tt i shouldn't..
got him realli realli mad at mi..
hmm after tt jiu patch le..
he asked mi to go dwn kb cus they goin "the one" ktv..
so ard 9.30 i went to bathe,make up and leave hm.
cab dwn and he pay cab fare fr mi..
and ya as promised he bought hp fr mi as a reward fr my exam!! ^^
but tt is not the phone i wanted but its ok luh..
hmm after tt he went to play dota and i went up mas hse find haz
watched tv together.. ard 12 plus thn go dwn mit thm...
thn things happen .. hais i was kinda shock luh
dear called mi go aside and scolded mi lyk fuk..
related to the things i said to him .
i oso duhno why he suddenly will tok abt it..
didn't things to turn out lyk tt..
aniway after tt took cab dwn to cine lei sure..
dine at hong kong cafe..
after tt jiu go over "the one" le..
the guys gt drunk pretty fast so we gers damn
happy luh cus cn sing lyk nobody business ha ha
so crazy..i think we left ard 4,5am ba ..
dear was dead drunk le.. oways lyk tt lol
hmm thn we cab to mas hse..
cus even slp lo.. so we damn bo liao
go you tube see ghost video but not scary at all la..
hmm after tt some left..
and i went to lie dwn awhile..hmm ard 9am
mi n dear went dwn stairs eat breakfast..
after tt cab to my place .. dear acc mi go home
tk my stuff thn take mrt bk to his ah ma hse.
bathed and slp after tt..
hmm woke up in the evening .. make up and left ard 6 pm ba
headed over to gena's hse..
his dad fetched us to golden mile thr to haf steam boat..
the chicken rice damn nice.. i ate 2 bowls lol..
hmm after eating jiu cut cake session..
after tt gena's dad fetched vevian over to suntec
to wait fr us.. but we let her wait fr 1hr plus goin 2 hr lol
all thx to chindian lo..
while waiting .. went to play pool with ah bee..
he damn li hai lo..
hmm when chindian came we jiu go over suntec le..
bought movie ticket "enchanted"
thn went over to the arcade see thm play games =.=
i wasn't feeling well cus the rashes come again..
so irritating cn.. oso duhno why will haf hais..
the show was ok luh.. watched till fall asleep lol..
hmm went hm after tt..
thn slept all the way till the next day 7 pm omg...
yst morning dear book out jiu go play dota..
was quite mad at him so i said i didn't wan to mit animore..
but ended up i still went dwn bugis mit thm..
went to bathed .. din make up jiu go out le lol..
took train dwn reached ard 9 plus ba..
by the tym i rched they had already finish eatin steam boat.
so after tt we went over shaw tower watched movie..
we watched "Beowulf".
hmm i think is not reali nice.. cus i dun understand lol..
half way of the show .. gena called and cried badly..
dear so funny lo he tot is hazel so he msg mas tel him
hazel crying ha ha ha...
iyo dear oso laugh at himself zzz LOL
hmm after the show we went over kb..
they were toking outside lan shop..
but i kip complain im hungry so we went over prata shop..
i asked dear to piggy back mi.. he no use de cant even carry mi
haha.. still say he is beowulf LOL..
hmm after eating mi n dear went 7 eleven but the pluck eye brow
the thingy duhno h0w to kol tt..
after ward dear tok with thm.. they discussing whether wan
ask wei lun bring dwn liquor anot thn drink tgt..
but in the end dear cnt ta han too tire le..
so we left .. cab bk to his ah ma hse..
changed and lie on bed..
we toking abt ghost story ha ha..
tok until i dun dare slp lo..
hmm woke up in the afternoon thn eat with dear..
ard 4 plus we left..
acc dear to take bus and i left ..
hais dear is now in thailand..
he will be bk on 18dec!!!!! =(
hope he wun suffer thr .. realli will miss him alot hais..
love him soooo much!
i gonna slp soon nite!
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finally i've gt the time to blog.
there are many thing happening this few days..
im goin crazy soon . hais
about adrian i will tok abt ltr on =(
last fri suppose to mit him but quarreled so nvr.
stayed hm the whole day.
mit up ah xing in the midnite ard 1 am at yewtee
he taught mi alot abt "business"..
i was so enthu tt we tok until morning 8am LOL..
supposed to mit michelle go out de but she put bomb!
so stayed home again..
hais thn at nite quarrel again ...
sunday didn't mit him.. or shud i say we realli ended?
i was so stress and disappointed when i saw something..
anyway i went out to mit ah xing at yewtee
we took train to lot one.
dine at a hong kong cafe..
after tt bought food fr my sis and headed hm.
my sis is crazy .. ah xing tok oni she kip laugh =.=
ah xing waited fr my mum to come hm..
tok to my mum till lyk 1 am plus omg..
i was in the rm watching gong zhu xiao mei ha ha
thn xing came in tok to mi until 3am plus thn leave..
hmm next day supposed to mit michelle but she couldn't make it agn.
so mit lia lia instead.. before i leave my hse i notice
my hands and legs gt rashes omg..
damn itchy and uncomfortable.. duhno why suddenly will haf..
i kip complain to cecilia ha ha
we took bus dwn to fareast..waited fr lia to do her
mani and pedicure..
i was at the shouting fr help cus reali damn itchy
thn the auntie pass mi feng you(oil) to apply
after jiu ok le ha ha..hmm vivian called mi
and i went dwn to LJS mit her eat together.
after tt pei her go 7 eleven buy maggie fr adon thn
went up to coco bongo pass to her.
and went to find lia as she finished doin her pedi le..
after tt we walked ard..went over wisma m]phosis
cus lia wan buy slipper .. headed to cine after tt..
played pool and dine at hong kong cafe..
hmm i oni ate the dessert..damn nice ha ha
after tt took train hm ..
tuesday i think i was at hm ba.. cant rmb
wed edwin called mi and ask mi go cwp find him
so i went prepared and mit him and his fren thr..
we took train dwn to vivo.. mit up with hazel and sophia
went to forever 21 walk walk and try clothes..
after tt walk ard deciding wat to eat lol..
edwin and his fren din join us they walk their own
as they dun wan to eat.
we went over to harbour front eat pastamania..
haha.. after tt went bk vivo kopitiam find edwin and his fren
hazel went to fetch thomas come find us too.
hmm after tt walk walk ard jiu go home le..
took train bk with edwin..
rch hm damn boring ..
called amber and conference with edwin..
after i put dwn the phone..
i broke dwn,realli cried so badly bcus i cant find him
his line was cut.at that moment i feel tt
he's gone =(
& yst didn't go out.i jus wan to kip myself at hm.
hais im lost , totally lost
i feel tt i cant trust him animore.
i dun feel secure too..
when i found out tt he lied to mi
im totally disappointed...
i realli dun wan him to go.my heart hurts T.T
i dun wan him to feel tt whenever he do wrong,
i've to forgive him.. it will become a habit to him
and its reali veri unfair to me.
im realli confused..i wan him but yet i cant trust him
anymore..
we've been together for 1year9 month plus alrdy.
gone thru alot alot.. mayb more bad times thn happy ones.
but i still love him as much as before.
i might be veri unreasonable but what i do oways have a reason
for it.
i treat him better thn i treat my frens..
what he want i will gif.
everything i do i place him first.
i reali duno wat i do wrong to deserve all this.
u are a bf to mi not a liar..
why u kip telling lies making mi to lost trust in you?
u tell one lie , u have to tell another lie to cover the
first lie.. isn't this true?
i realli hate to pretend that im happy.
all i want is happiness am i asking too much?
i've nvr expect him to do anithing for mi before.
i hate it when he scold mi as his mind is not "consious".
i hate it when he spend his money lyk running water.
i hate it when he play dota.
i hate it when i tok to him and he dun bothered to ans mi.
i seriously hate myself.i am nt a gd gf =(
i've been tolerating all the bad things abt him.
but i realised tt he had reached my limit.
if it carry on thr will be no ending to it,
& i'll be at the losing end.
sometimes i asked myself,what i love about him,
what he do that makes me fall so deeply for him &
am i really happy being with him?
i jus cant find answers to it.
his promise to me are all lies..
telling mi"this will not happen again" since the first time
till now he is still saying this.
hais.. i really duhno wat to do.
he leaving for thailand this sunday already ..
i guess oni cn get to mit him after 3-4 weeks ltr..
will his or my heart chg?
for mi,i cn oni say he's the oni guy i will oni love.
HAIS WHAT SHOULD I DO !!!!!!!!! =(
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now is 2am liao why i still cnt slp??? hais
yst morning...supposed to mit ah bo,alex they all
at 9.30am but i cant wake up lol...
woke up at 2 pm plus thn slack ahile..
slowly go bathe thn make up... veri lazy go dwn
office luh.. rch thr ard 6pm..they kip remind
mi not to be late again! =.=
erm they did he pulse analysis fr mi,
and the report turns out good..im healthy haha
hmm the oni weak point is my gall bladder i think..
anw after tt went to cafe and eat ..
thn ms.jessie tok to mi..teach mi some things..
ard 9 i jiu faster run away le lols...
took train dwn to bugis mit hazel..
last min decision de haha...hmm we walked ard bugis strt.
after tt eat BIG BIRD..my all times favourite luh..
after tt took bus dwn to kb...
walked to the bridge thr..relac tok abt **** things ha ha
we oso duhno why we tok until tt kind of things lol
hmm after tt haz took pic of mi fr her project..
played with her cam.. so fun ha ha
hmm ltr on she acc mi to take bus but
unfortunately we missed the last bus so had to
take a cab home ya..
im feel so broke now luh =(
and i seriously miss my girlfriends alot..
gena birthday coming soon cfm cn see thm le ha ha
we must haf a great time together... miss thm lots..
mayb mitting dear awhile ba,shall see how..
work tml means must wake up earli le i hate it!
im feeling hungry now luh
goin find food eat le
bye.
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last fri...stayed at home.supposed to mit dear
but i over slept so he went to work fr his dad..
so met dear on sat in the afternoon..
he was sleeping lyk a dead ppl lo...
kol him many times oso wun wake up de...
think he 7 or 8 plus thn wake up ba..
wait fr him to bathe thn we left le..
took bus dwn to kallang bahru...
thomas's dad treat us eat chilli crab..everyone was lyk grabbing lo..
haha..hmm after eating we went to "illusion"...
damn bored luh duhno y so moodless...
thn i found out something lo...
thr's a bitch ard us OMG =.=
hate her lo... shameless slut ..
anw we left earli .. cab to geylang eat tian ji zhou..
thn bk to mas hse..
watched the animal show..quite interested
they damn funny luh .. cn even make fun of the
action of the animal bth...
cnt get to slp oso.. so squeezy n hot!!!
hmm think morning thn i fall aslp ba...
ard 2plus . i went to bathed and went dwn eat with dear and wei de.
after tt jiu cab bk to dear's hse...
watched tv and sleep again..ard 8 plus we left..
accompanied dear wait fr bus and i headed home...
monday,mit up ah bo ard 3 at yewtee..
took train dwn to enous .
went fr training.. and make new frens oso lol..
everything ended ard 11 ba..
went bk together with ah bo,gerald and andrew..
ate mac and they taught mi sumthing oso abt work de luh..
after tt they escort mi home haha...
hmm yst mit up gerald and ah bo fr work..
went to nearby enous mrt eat first thn to work..
actualli nth much to do oso..
slack tok cock with thm and play lap top lol..
left at ard 5 plus.. met vevian and her bf at aljunied
thn took bus to kampong ampat take pay
bt unfortunately my pay was delayed as they cant find my name etc...
wasted trip!took bus to ang mo kio and train bk home ..
tiring day!anddd............................
dear duhno act siao quarrel with mi...
but he did apologise to mi.. bcus he yst did sumthing and he cant rmb
wat he tel mi oso... FK!
anyway today suppose to go dwn office de..
but i overslept lol...so tml i must go le... =(
thinking of the journey jiu sian... 1 hour!!!!
but when i get my pay i wun grumble le =)
hmm nth much to update oso luh..
i wish i cn succeed in this job...dun wish to gif up half way !
HOPEFULLY LUH....
ok luh when i free thn update bye
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bro is jus bk... and he din buy my donuts @&*^&^%^$%#
hmm forget it.
yst met up cecilia at cck .. took train dwn to PS.
cab to moh.sultan,Enlounge.
its realli damn high class luh..
but abit stress lo cus all adults & rich ppl..
hmm the person said will kol us when they wan us to work..
but after interview we chg our mind.. cus the pay
she offer us is different frm wat david told us..
so we abit sian luh..still deciding wn work not..
after tt went to nearby kopitiam eat baku teh..
afterwards cab dwn to bugis..
quite sian luh..we walk 2 rounds of bugis street lol..
thn went over junction..slack at mos burger..
waited fr bs and co. to come..
they damn long luh..
walked over to shaw tower thr mit thm..
we had steam boat!! they damn funny lo
take damn lots of food lyk yao tio sia..
they took prawn the most.. i think gt 8-10 plates ba
reali crazy ha ha...
erm we left ard 2 lyk tt ba.. shared cab with jesus and 1 more
person..duhno the name lol..
woke up ard 9 plus tis morning,bathed and headed to dear's place.
and quarreled.. AGAIN!!!
i was so angry tt i threw his hp hard on the floor..
i knw im overboard but realli very piss luh..
dear was angry and he said he wanted to go out.
i more angry lo ! hais
when i saw him abt to leave the hse i cried..
but he didn't go out luh lol. he came bk and tok to mi..
thn hit each other lol..funny luh
hmm after tt eat steamboat,watched vcd thn fall asleep lol.
ard 7 plus we left as he pleaded mi to let him go play dota =.=
so i went to lot 1 find gena & her family..
walk walk ard thn gena came to my place burn song..
IYOOOOOO IM SO BORED NOW LEHHH
thinking whether to go dwn take pay tml? so far lo
hais siannn....tml thn see how ba..
im craving fr donut factory now T.T
OHYA not forgetting my hao buddy GUOLIANG..
happy 18th birthday to him..
he's the best liao luh..he said wan to treat mi eat after his recovery=)
i realli realli hope he cn recover and be lyk last tym ..hais
AND ... i wan go shopping !!! =(
no money no shop ..
i wan buy alot alot things lo..
i wan bebe top,benefits make up,black skinny,white skirt,cam phone,
do manicure,bag,contact lens and many more to list ..
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Hmm nth much to blog abt leh..
previous post i mentioned tt i goin to wake
dear up n leave but he kip say veri tire wanna slp
longer so bo bian..we wake up at ard 12plus ba
thn went dwn eat .. dear no money liao so i treat him eat!
but he fcuking ass no money still go play dota zz
he told mi he play 1 round veri "FAST" wan
so mi n hazel played pool after tt went up to mas hse.
ard 6pm thn dear finished played dota!!! zzz
asked mi go down pay fr him sumore !
after tt went to press money and walked
to bendemeer,his ah ma hse take money
thn continued walk to a bus stop fcuking far lo..
i kept complaining lol
dear told mi its almost 1 click (IMAGINE???)
I realli cnt imagine how he complete 24 click LOL
hmm anw we took bus 966 bk to wld..
& we separated our way hm.
yst met up lia at cck and we took cab dwn to tanjong paga
for facial.hmm i think my skin is better le
the thing i most hate de is have to endure the pain
when the lady squeezing out the black heads or watever..
anw,mi n lia sign the 10 times course.
we shared the course which means 5 times each.
so 1 person oni pay fr $240 which i think is quite a reasonable price.
and the nice lady gave mi n lia first trial free..
after tt went to eat.and walked ard ..
actuali wanted to walk to suntec but half way
jiu duhno how to walk le lol..
so we went to a bus stop.see which bus gt go westside.
took bus 96 to jurong east and took mrt home.
went to lot one awhile while waiting fr cecilia's sis
to fetch her home.
quite tire day!
tml dear jiu bk out le =)
he said wanna stay at home slp and buy things to cook..
ha ha iya in the end oso throw everything fr mi to cook de..
hmm tml mayb goin dwn fr interview at "Enlounge".
its a high class lounge.pay nt bad oso..
mayb cn work str8 away as tml is public holiday so nid more ppl.
hmm sumore we cn choose the day and time we wan to work.
haha so happy finalli gt job le~!!!!
hais im thinking whether to buy hp anot..
dear said he gif mi money i cn buy alot things i wan
but if buy hp oso useless..hmm mayb hp ask my mum buy ba
thn i cn use the money buy more things..
now im goin work hard le.. dear goin thailand soon on the 27th
i cfm bored de when he is not ard hais..
so im goin work n work .. earn lots of money & enjoy with dear
when he's bk...=)
and ..............
i think my bro is enjoying with his frens at taiwan now
so shiok lo..hais hais hais
but he will be bk with taiwan donuts wahahahaha...
alright .. shall stop here nite nite!!
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Now im at thomas's hse..everyone is sleeping except mi hais =.=
so bored.i think after i finish blogging i shall
wake dear up and leave..i wan faster go home slp ..
veri hungry also luh..
came over to kb in the evening..waited for
hazel finish playing majong thn pei mi
go downstairs eat.hmm after tt we cab down
to tanjong paga thr de pub "illusion"
drink ,sing , played pool with deep ha ha
suprised to see him thr.
hmm we left ard the time when the pub is closing.
dear was fcuking drunk..had to carry him..
thomas damn funny lo..he took off dear's pants and oni left "..."
HAHA.. walan we laugh until siao lo..
they even take picture of it.LOL
hmm hais..wat shud i say?
had a huge quarrel with dear this morning and the day before..
im realli veri tired of everything..
i oso told him how i feel..hmm
ya & oso tel him tt i realli feel lyk giving up =(
hais im confused..irritated..
why !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
='(
time will proof everything ba.wat i cn do now is
walk one step see one step liao.
OH and my lovely vivian bithday is on the 5th ha ha
CONGRATS ! XD FINALLY 16 LIAO
next will be my gena de birthday.. hehe
i think tonight will be goin down lorong ah soo (vivian's work place).
to celebrate her birthday ba..haha
hao ba i will stop here le bb
YAWNZ~!
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I FUCKING ANGRY LUH CCB!!!!!!
FK THE BITCHES AND YOU, BASTARD !!!!!
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last friday,mit up with dear in the evening at his gr ma hse..
thn saw his hp gt a few thing make mi veri angry luh..
totally spoil my mood lo..thn awhile jiu went out le..
his gr ma acc us go down the nearby clinic take things
thn she left..thn quarreled with dear..and he asked mi to leave FK..
but i didn't luh my heart was boiling lo..
but after tt jiu ok liao luh..took bus dwn to bendemeer..
met up darren and his gf at mac thr thn went up his gr ma hse..
hmm after tt we walked to kb..
dear acc eat .. hmm after tt i jiu leave le..
took bus down to bukit panjang thn cab to ten mile thr
de ktv lounge find cecilia&co.
after tt dear dunno why qi siao thn scold mi lyk fk..
so i left ard 2 plus ba..
rch home he kol mi thn jiu start scolding mi liao..
abt alot of things luh.. but i think the words
he used realli veri rabak..im angry but jus kept quieth
& cry lyk fk..hais cn say we together so long this tym is the worst ba..
i think after tt day my feeling fr him has chg..
hmm duhno how to describe the feeling..
and we no longer has trust alrdy..bcus of those lies~
hais anw after tt jiu ok le ba..
went to find him the next day,bought cigg and long john fr him..
we left ard night tym ba..i fking du lan him..
i realli dun understand why he dun wan mi to go out with him
he said he goin zouk at the first place so i cant go
tts why i went club with my frens..
and when the moment i left he told mi he goin to pub..
walan his main motive is jus dun wan mi to go luh..
he explained tt bcus his fren cant go in zouk tts why he din go liao
iya i knew everything was plan de..
spoiled my mood..dun even haf the mood to club lo..
adon was lyk running around selling the tickets..
fking bored lor..felt veri unwell oso..
sat thr and left at ard 2 ba..
took NR home..lied to dear tt i went adon hse
and he fking tot i went to a guy hse..
HELLLO which guy will name adon?
i purposely lied to him jus to make him worry cus i fking
dulan him! he dun wan to go out with mi why still care i go
whr rite.. iya before tt he din even care to kol or msg mi lo
oni when i told him i goin adon hse thn start to gt worry..
zzzzzzz!
and the next day i saw sumthing reali make mi boil luh..
he went to take num frm girl in friendster cus i did this to him
wtf luh..wat i do sia..
go home oso gt wrong ccb..i reali cnt except his explaination lo..
even till now i realli cnt forgif him ..
hais fk.. its realli veri xin ku but i duhno why
my heart tells mi i cant let him go..
i've tolerate alot le.. really..
many things he do .. i realli dun understand..
thr alot of things i wanna say but iya forget it!
went to work on tues,mit up gena and vevian..
thn took train all the way down to expo &
mit up the rest..work was ok luh..
ended at 11pm..took train dwn to tampinese
thn after tt went changi eat..after tt
went to the changi beach thr and was stucked at the
shelter cus was raining heavily..fking cold lo..
hmm after tt headed to esso buy food eat and waited
fr the rain to stop oso..
headed dwn to gena's hse dwnstairs slack until 5am ba
my mum was shock when i rch hm..
he tot i work until so late lol..
bathed,play com awhile jiu sleep le..
im currently in love with "gong zhu xiao mei"show..
this is the reason why im staying at hm..
watch till ep 7 le but ep 8 hvn come out SHIT
so exciting lo..
hmm tml mitting dear le..hope everything is fine fr us ba
shall stop here ba.. nite
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