♥他和她的故事

last friday,mit up with dear in the evening at his gr ma hse..
thn saw his hp gt a few thing make mi veri angry luh..
totally spoil my mood lo..thn awhile jiu went out le..
his gr ma acc us go down the nearby clinic take things
thn she left..thn quarreled with dear..and he asked mi to leave FK..
but i didn't luh my heart was boiling lo..
but after tt jiu ok liao luh..took bus dwn to bendemeer..
met up darren and his gf at mac thr thn went up his gr ma hse..
hmm after tt we walked to kb..
dear acc eat .. hmm after tt i jiu leave le..
took bus down to bukit panjang thn cab to ten mile thr
de ktv lounge find cecilia&co.
after tt dear dunno why qi siao thn scold mi lyk fk..
so i left ard 2 plus ba..
rch home he kol mi thn jiu start scolding mi liao..
abt alot of things luh.. but i think the words
he used realli veri rabak..im angry but jus kept quieth
& cry lyk fk..hais cn say we together so long this tym is the worst ba..
i think after tt day my feeling fr him has chg..
hmm duhno how to describe the feeling..
and we no longer has trust alrdy..bcus of those lies~
hais anw after tt jiu ok le ba..

went to find him the next day,bought cigg and long john fr him..
we left ard night tym ba..i fking du lan him..
i realli dun understand why he dun wan mi to go out with him
he said he goin zouk at the first place so i cant go
tts why i went club with my frens..
and when the moment i left he told mi he goin to pub..
walan his main motive is jus dun wan mi to go luh..
he explained tt bcus his fren cant go in zouk tts why he din go liao
iya i knew everything was plan de..
spoiled my mood..dun even haf the mood to club lo..
adon was lyk running around selling the tickets..
fking bored lor..felt veri unwell oso..
sat thr and left at ard 2 ba..
took NR home..lied to dear tt i went adon hse
and he fking tot i went to a guy hse..
HELLLO which guy will name adon?
i purposely lied to him jus to make him worry cus i fking
dulan him! he dun wan to go out with mi why still care i go
whr rite.. iya before tt he din even care to kol or msg mi lo
oni when i told him i goin adon hse thn start to gt worry..
zzzzzzz!
and the next day i saw sumthing reali make mi boil luh..
he went to take num frm girl in friendster cus i did this to him
wtf luh..wat i do sia..
go home oso gt wrong ccb..i reali cnt except his explaination lo..
even till now i realli cnt forgif him ..
hais fk.. its realli veri xin ku but i duhno why
my heart tells mi i cant let him go..
i've tolerate alot le.. really..
many things he do .. i realli dun understand..
thr alot of things i wanna say but iya forget it!

went to work on tues,mit up gena and vevian..
thn took train all the way down to expo &
mit up the rest..work was ok luh..
ended at 11pm..took train dwn to tampinese
thn after tt went changi eat..after tt
went to the changi beach thr and was stucked at the
shelter cus was raining heavily..fking cold lo..
hmm after tt headed to esso buy food eat and waited
fr the rain to stop oso..
headed dwn to gena's hse dwnstairs slack until 5am ba
my mum was shock when i rch hm..
he tot i work until so late lol..
bathed,play com awhile jiu sleep le..
im currently in love with "gong zhu xiao mei"show..
this is the reason why im staying at hm..
watch till ep 7 le but ep 8 hvn come out SHIT
so exciting lo..
hmm tml mitting dear le..hope everything is fine fr us ba
shall stop here ba.. nite

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